Tuesday, February 26, 2013

this guy

he suddenly came into my life..,when i'm lost..totally lost..
somebody,who is also my 'brother' but not my brother,hehehe...abg R!
abg R is the one who introduce 'this guy' to me.. (^_^)

he give me strength mentally, but not through his advices...
through his own ways
he did nothing so far,
but i feel better when he call me,honestly!

OWHH guys.........i 'm not i love with him yet...
maybe it's good if it happened,but...
emmmmm, i'm trying actually

ya...ya..i do like him,
but how i'm suppose to say this,,
that hurt was tooooooo bad,man...
honestly, i'm scared!

never mine,lets talk about 'that feeling' later ya??

well,we' ve never met before,,haha
funny, right?!
we never know each other before but i am comfortable with him,through phone call..haiiyaa
as my wished in front of Kaabah last time...,
i wished he is the one..
i'm not pray for husband there,but i'm praying for the best in my life
because i believe,
EVERYTHING HAPPENED FOR A REASONS^^

and there must be a reason why HE let 'this guy' come into my life...
ermmmm,
layannnnnnnn,alhamdulillah,,
thank you ALLAH (^_^)

Friday, February 22, 2013

it took more than two years..
after more than seven years we knew each other..
if i could turned back the time,
i don't want to know you
NEVER..
1day to know you
8 months to be your friend
and the rest.....,ermmmm
i think, i had enough with this
we shouldn't meet..

IT'S OK THEN
i takkan menidakkan takdir,berdosa..
it just, i wanna my life back..
yes,because of you..,
i am not interested with commitment anymore
i would say that i won't involve in love again,but it comes naturally..
LET OUR STORY BECOME MEMORIES
because memory is something for us to refer,reminder to not doing the same mistakes anymore
even it definitely hurt inside

yes, i told you that i'll wait for you
yes, i told you that i'll never accept other guy
yes, i made few promises to you
and TODAY..,,
i'd like to break the promises,
i wanna you to take off 'this' out from my finger by yourself,,
to cancel your 'booking'...........
again,clearly..
i can only carry my promises till here,start from now on..NO MORE
as you already have someone who suit you..
thank you for everything you've done to me so far..
thank you very much
thank you for closing our book,our story..


the injuries may heal,but not the scar,thank dear

AFTER FEW MONTHS.....haisyy

ermmmmm..
quite a long time not blogging..
i wonder why,huh!
i don't want that thing ruined me anymore
even it totally change my entire life
hahhhhhhh!
i am tired..
too tired with all this 'talam dua muka' guys
well i won't do anything to you guys
i just pray Allah will give you a great 'deal'
for stepped on other people's happiness for your own happiness
and thanks for let me know that
THE PERSON THAT WE LOVE MOST AND WE DREAMED TO BE OUR LIFE PARTNER
NOT NECESSARILY WILL BECOME A REALITY
because as reminder,,
life partner is not only linked with love
but he must be..
"he know he is dealing with woman =)"
"he love you as who you are"
"he can be your friend"
"he can be a good listener"
"he also can be your enemy"
"he can be your teacher..,as well as student"
"he can give AND take!"
"no matter how busy he is,he has time for you,even 1sms/day"
"he might not perfect 100%, but at least he good enough to be a good husband,good father-to-be,good son-in-law"
"he is not necessarily rich person,but affordable enough to have a family"
"he know his responsible to ISLAM"
"he is alert with any special days for both of you"
"he not buy your happiness with money only but also through his creativity n surprise"
"he is your SOULMATE"
"he is your fate"

perghhh...this is not the criteria they need to have,but if they do have them..,

then BINGO! hahahaha